"A glimpse of sunshine sparkles in a gray night..
His eyes, his smile, his everything..sending me chills down my spine
The coldness in my cheeks didn't compare to the warmness in my heart
Believing in my true passion..following my wildest dreams
Let's get carried away by the wind..."「Eternal Love」
MEMORIESWRITERWHISPERSFAR AWAY
Welcome to my 「Wicked Paᴙade of Thoughts」
You're about to travel to the core of my feelings
I'm 「春」 and I'll be sharing my works of poems, stories,
photography and my personal opinions of certain topics
I'll be glad if you share your opinions also
so don't forget to leave your mark here.
jueves, 25 de febrero de 2010 Last Shell
19:37
「Brighter」
"In this closed off room I stared at emerging illusions and loneliness gushing out
Just wait Call my name Close your eyes -if we’ll only disappear- Just wail Crawl my bane Find your sense -from this world-"
I've been a little bit bad with the cold but there's always been one thing that I like about being sick: inspiration.
When you sit with nothing else to do because you're too lazy or feeling too bad to do anything, that's when you actually start thinking a lot.
I was thinking about my future plans, my actual projects, the projects that I've left behind. When I sit to think about that I always come with the same conclusion: "I would love to have more time or willpower to accomplish everything that I do or want". I procrastinate a lot, I often leave things out because of my lazy ass and sometimes I don't even start in the first place what I want to do.
Oh, I would love to have more time, more inspiration, more willpower..I would love to be stronger. But..afterall, I'm a human being in the first place, time is still the same and I just need to organize myself.
Today, after some months of leaving behind my online store I finally took the project again and started remodelating the site.
I'm going to start from scratch and do things properly this time. I've given a lot of thinking about my online store which I decided to set like this:
- 3 online stores set out in 3 different blogs here in Blogger. - A separate blog for news, upcomming designs and advice on clothing. - One store: Visual-kei and dark aesthetics, another: Lolita with all the cuteness aboard, and the last one will be everything about Harajuku-kei and clothing inspirated in japanese and korean street fashion.
For now I've only designed all the graphic stuff of the Visual-kei and dark aesthetic blog which is the same than the last before, A Mad Tea Party.
A Mad Tea Party will be based on elegant street wear inspirated on the Visual-kei look and other dark fashions for anyone who loves to take their taste at a whole different level.
The Japanese Street Fashion scene is growing fast in Panama so it's time to offer a good opportunity to dress like that at affordable prices and with high quality.
Click the image and visit now!:
I'll keep working on the other blogs too and the merchandise and as soon as I get them all up I'll spam them everywhere lol.
I can sense a blurry yet a brighter future ahead. Things are starting to clear up for me and I hope I can stick to them.
The title of this post and the quote as well is from "Last Shell" by OZ.
"I hope you do not exhaust yourself. No matter what, an ending brings whit it a new beginning.
A repetition is not just history. It is first, a proof of life.
Your happy ending is getting ready to accept a new beginning. It doesn't matter what you've experience. If you're ready, the beginning will definitely open.
Do not become exhausted Then, when you've found the thruth, you will be safe"
Happy Ending
I've just had pizza and I was thinking about what to do next. Maybe I'm becoming an addict but I'm starting to post on my blogs more often. I don't know if it's a need to express myself, to share what I think is cool or has recently made me happy or if it's something out of boredom. Whatever it is, it's making me spend a fun time in this monotonous summer.
Now on to the hot stuff, yesterday I discovered a yaoi manhwa (that is, a korean manga) called 'Happy Ending'. I was actually quite surprised because I've never imagined that korean mangas were so awesome. Besides, it's drawings and all the art were in full color and the storyline was absolutely cool.
The manhwa is still ongoing and unfortunately I can't find the next chapters from when I ended reading : (. I hope the scanlator keeps scanning and translating this manga because I -need- to know what is going to happen next.
I feel that I'm turning really picky on what I read. After reading more than 200 yaoi mangas (yeah..*scratching head*) I feel that I just can't read anything. My focus of attention has moved from any kind of yaoi manga to the ones that goes really close to reality, high schoolers, beautiful drawings with clean lines, mature and sexy looking guys but at the same time very romantic without being too anoying.
Even though Happy Ending is situated on a faraway future full of techonoly it has indeed the essence of what I'm looking for.
"I'm drowning in the deep darkness Though the night damages me again to my heart I'm getting buried in a lie that's mocking reality"
Second post of wicked parade. Even though I haven't finished the template and the banner of The GazettE is only temporary I'm actually happy with the results.
I think this will be a lot of fun by expressing myself plain and raw. No need of decorations, no need to play with words..this is just me.
Today's post is related to what I've just found out. It's incredible how we live everyday without thinking much about our actions. I'm quite aware that I'm a completely different being when I'm outside of my house or when there are people (that is not my family) in my house than when I'm here sitting in the computer alone or with my family.
The person in me that everyone sees in the "outside world" always tries to be tidy, styled hair, carefully chosen clothes, eyebrow makeup for the least, and so on.
Today when my dad's friend (who is canadian) came to my house to have lunch with us I realized that the image that you give others can be totally opposite to who you really are. It wasn't even 3 minutes after he left that I was already in my boy's boxers, my XL old sweater, hair messed up and eyebrow makeup gone (for my v-kei eyebrows).
So yeah, in this life there are only few people who will meet you to the core and will be totally fine with it. That is, of course, because they love you not your physical image.
I whisper lies, and you?
For the sake of fun I drew this. My own self as in the "outside world" and my own self as in my "private world". (just notice the deformity of hair and my eyebrows lol)
Today's post's title's song (幻影の鎖) is Genei no Kusari from SCREW.
Hello everyone and welcome to my 「Wicked PaЯade」 of thoughts This is my personal shout to the world
I already have an official blog which is written in spanish but I thought that it would also be a cool idea to keep a blog in english. This way I can meet a greater ammount of people that is interested in the same things that I like and that hopefully likes what I write and do.
The difference between my official blog and Wicked Parade will be that this will be at a whole different level by being more personal. Instead of writing reviews about fashion, bands, makeup and others I'll be giving my personal and honest opinion about them and include some posts of photography and poetry.
As a way of fun, all posts will be titled as v-kei songs. You can either try to find out which song it is or just associate it with the content of the post.
I'm in no way a pro writer, photographer or guru but I would like to share my thoughts on things and transmit feelings through visual arts.
Now on to introducing myself I go by:
Name: 「春」 Location: Under the stars and maybe someday in 東京, 日本 Like to employ time in: photography, music, blogging, drawing/designing, sewing, learning and reading Consider myself as: an artist: soft on feelings, strong on emotions Aspirations: future fashion and web designer, professional photographer and many other things
Keep the interest, there will be a whole lot more,
→ Nickname: 「春」 or 「haяu」
→ Birthday: 10/20
→ Type of Blood: O+
→ Favorite Japanese Brands: Angelic Pretty, ALICE and the PIRATES, Moi Meme Moitié, SEX POT REVENGE
→ Hobbies: Photography, Music, Drawing/Designing, Writing, Blogging, Learning
→ Favorite Colors: Black, Pink, Gold, Metallic Silver
→ Favorite Food: Sushi Rolls, Potato Salad, Spaguetti
→ Favorite Music: V-kei and K-POP
→ Favorite Japanese Bands: The GazettE, Girugamesh, -OZ-, SCREW, R-Shitei
→ Favorite Korean Bands: Big Bang, 2NE1, 4Minute, B2ST
→ Favorite Solo Artists: Kana Nishino, Yoon Mi Rae
→ Favorite Sub-cultures: V-kei and Gothic & Lolita
→ Addicted to: Dark Chocolate, Internet, Fashion, Makeup, Hair and Music