"A glimpse of sunshine sparkles in a gray night..
His eyes, his smile, his everything..sending me chills down my spine
The coldness in my cheeks didn't compare to the warmness in my heart
Believing in my true passion..following my wildest dreams
Let's get carried away by the wind..."「Eternal Love」
MEMORIESWRITERWHISPERSFAR AWAY
Welcome to my 「Wicked Paᴙade of Thoughts」
You're about to travel to the core of my feelings
I'm 「春」 and I'll be sharing my works of poems, stories,
photography and my personal opinions of certain topics
I'll be glad if you share your opinions also
so don't forget to leave your mark here.
viernes, 29 de enero de 2010 幻影の鎖
14:07
「I whispeя lies」
"I'm drowning in the deep darkness Though the night damages me again to my heart I'm getting buried in a lie that's mocking reality"
Second post of wicked parade. Even though I haven't finished the template and the banner of The GazettE is only temporary I'm actually happy with the results.
I think this will be a lot of fun by expressing myself plain and raw. No need of decorations, no need to play with words..this is just me.
Today's post is related to what I've just found out. It's incredible how we live everyday without thinking much about our actions. I'm quite aware that I'm a completely different being when I'm outside of my house or when there are people (that is not my family) in my house than when I'm here sitting in the computer alone or with my family.
The person in me that everyone sees in the "outside world" always tries to be tidy, styled hair, carefully chosen clothes, eyebrow makeup for the least, and so on.
Today when my dad's friend (who is canadian) came to my house to have lunch with us I realized that the image that you give others can be totally opposite to who you really are. It wasn't even 3 minutes after he left that I was already in my boy's boxers, my XL old sweater, hair messed up and eyebrow makeup gone (for my v-kei eyebrows).
So yeah, in this life there are only few people who will meet you to the core and will be totally fine with it. That is, of course, because they love you not your physical image.
I whisper lies, and you?
For the sake of fun I drew this. My own self as in the "outside world" and my own self as in my "private world". (just notice the deformity of hair and my eyebrows lol)
Today's post's title's song (幻影の鎖) is Genei no Kusari from SCREW.
→ Nickname: 「春」 or 「haяu」
→ Birthday: 10/20
→ Type of Blood: O+
→ Favorite Japanese Brands: Angelic Pretty, ALICE and the PIRATES, Moi Meme Moitié, SEX POT REVENGE
→ Hobbies: Photography, Music, Drawing/Designing, Writing, Blogging, Learning
→ Favorite Colors: Black, Pink, Gold, Metallic Silver
→ Favorite Food: Sushi Rolls, Potato Salad, Spaguetti
→ Favorite Music: V-kei and K-POP
→ Favorite Japanese Bands: The GazettE, Girugamesh, -OZ-, SCREW, R-Shitei
→ Favorite Korean Bands: Big Bang, 2NE1, 4Minute, B2ST
→ Favorite Solo Artists: Kana Nishino, Yoon Mi Rae
→ Favorite Sub-cultures: V-kei and Gothic & Lolita
→ Addicted to: Dark Chocolate, Internet, Fashion, Makeup, Hair and Music